too often, the temptation to just thrown in the towel is just too enticing. after all, why should i continue to subject myself to suffering and misery when i can very well just devote myself and my entire time to my kids and be the best mother i can be? i can enjoy the days of caring and nurturing my babies without the stress and daily grind of law school. too often, the temptation strikes me and is hard to resist.
but this the coward's easy way out and i would give up one of my life goals. and my kids are all too supportive of my fight to finish law school and be a lawyer.
perhaps i should not have gone to this law school. but going to this law school has been one of the goals. it was UP or bust. now it is just BUST.
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random thoughts of a crazy but caring stage mommy, perenially lost explorer and life-meanderer, and bloodied and super-scarred but triumphant survivor
Monday, November 9, 2009
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The Missing Piece
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welcome to my world!
everyone deserves their ever-after. but it is a work in progress and we don't get it all served up in a silver platter like some do. but the fact that we worked on ours makes it so much better and lasts longer.
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